I understand completely but it took me going through it I suppose! I get how hard it must be for people not to be able to relate.  Even during my anxiety I think every little ache and pain is cancer or some horrible thing. Then I remember my chest hurts from the anxiety - not from a heart problem or whatever. My head and jaw ache probably from clenching so much.  But really every cell in my body hurts yet I feel like I can't properly articulate it.  But I know how your depression is physical the way my anxiety is.  

I haven't had anxiety like this since my son was born over 6 years ago. Went off my hormones and BAM! Makes you wonder how many women are suffering and haven't related it to their hormones! You're right - when you're in it seeing is hard.

Thank you - you are the sum of all awe! ;)