For some reason I've been doing a lot of old memories surfacing for me lately.  I was on a couple of forums recently and was reading the painful and heartfelt posts of mothers who have or are currently miscarrying their babies.  Hearing their stories instantly took me back to the days when I was the woman so desperately trying to<em> stay</em> pregnant, worried over every single twinge and then suffering the deep anguish of losing a baby.  Unfortunately for me and for many other